It’s hard enough battling these thoughts, and the pain in general. It’s even harder battling alone, without any distractions. I need some silence though; I’ve had sensory overload and too much peopling. Lose/Lose situation. It’s lonely I don’t really want to talk about it with anyone, anymore. I don’t want to feel like a burden or I’m not worth anyone’s time, anymore. I don’t want to reach out, anymore.

I’m struggling so much and I just want the pain to go away. I don’t fit in anywhere. Why was I even born?

I’m so tired.